This photoshoot took place in 2017, in Berlin. At that time, I felt very bad mentally…When a person falls into a depressive world, what does this world look like?! My inner world looked exactly like this then.
I couldn’t to edit these photos for a long time. in 2017, I couldn’t open this photos folder at all. For a long time , sometimes I opened folder, sorted through something, processed something , but I didn’t get into the meaning and inside this shoot until the end!
And only 2022! I dove into it and saw myself! And I saw EVERYTHING! Absolutely my entire mental state, I saw the world where I fell into then!!! And where I “lived” then!!
And I was a little stunned, from the fact that I was shooting then, I was shooting almost unconsciously, I was shooting simply trusting some inner voice! And I am immensely, simply immensely grateful to my dear Josephine for how she felt everything, how she did everything for real! And believe me, the shooting itself was very difficult! It was November. And my brave Josephine stood until the end and did everything I asked her to!
Then I got this message from Josephine.
We saved each other.
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